the plot thickens
My brother dropped out of school and is moving out tonight. My parents won't let him take the car because it's in their name and they paid for it so he's taking a bike. He's screwing his life up so badly and he has no idea. He never came home last night. My mom is a nervous wreck, my parents are fighting, and it just sucks to be around here. At least all the focus is taken off of me. Tomorrow is my last day here and I'm sure we won't be going out to dinner like we normally do when I leave.
I hope guiliana calls. By 8pm I'll have access to my brother's car. At least my brother is picking up my tips for me. Aimee never called me yesterday. My friends are dropping like flies. I guess I tend to alienate people, but whatever. As long as I have Casey and my job that's all I really need.
I wish my brother could get his act together. My parents are the best parents on the face of the earth, but they try. They kind of messed up a bit with me, but they are so lax with him. At least compared to what I had to go through. I was sheltered beyond belief, but that isn't necessarily a bad thing. But I think sheltering someone too much makes them "act out" after they get out of the house. I do my fair share of "acting out", even though I'm really just doing what I want to do. Which I guess is kind of the same thing.
I can't wait to get home and see Casey. We're going to get stoned, go to the mall and shop for his x mas gift. I'm buying him sunglasses. We haven't exchanged gifts yet so we're doing it when I get back. But he already knows what I'm getting him because I can't pick out sunglasses for him.
I'm glad I'm getting out of here. I don't want to stick around and see what happens to my brother. I hope he stays safe and nothing happens to him. I'm really concerned. He has a lot of friends so I'm sure he'll have somewhere to stay. But I still think he's making a huge mistake. It's not my place to say that to him. It's his life, he's 18, and it's his decision.
I hope guiliana calls. By 8pm I'll have access to my brother's car. At least my brother is picking up my tips for me. Aimee never called me yesterday. My friends are dropping like flies. I guess I tend to alienate people, but whatever. As long as I have Casey and my job that's all I really need.
I wish my brother could get his act together. My parents are the best parents on the face of the earth, but they try. They kind of messed up a bit with me, but they are so lax with him. At least compared to what I had to go through. I was sheltered beyond belief, but that isn't necessarily a bad thing. But I think sheltering someone too much makes them "act out" after they get out of the house. I do my fair share of "acting out", even though I'm really just doing what I want to do. Which I guess is kind of the same thing.
I can't wait to get home and see Casey. We're going to get stoned, go to the mall and shop for his x mas gift. I'm buying him sunglasses. We haven't exchanged gifts yet so we're doing it when I get back. But he already knows what I'm getting him because I can't pick out sunglasses for him.
I'm glad I'm getting out of here. I don't want to stick around and see what happens to my brother. I hope he stays safe and nothing happens to him. I'm really concerned. He has a lot of friends so I'm sure he'll have somewhere to stay. But I still think he's making a huge mistake. It's not my place to say that to him. It's his life, he's 18, and it's his decision.