i hope this reeks of my indifference....

Aug 26, 2004 07:23

What a crazy year!

My life has changed so much in the past year its freaking crazy
i've been informed i lost all my scene points

i'm all growns up and i'm all growns up

i had to call my mommy yesterday to tell her i was so stressed i needed to talk to her and by the time she called back i was all better-

i drove for like 5 mins with my back windshield wiper on cause i couldnt figure out how to turn it off
i was so embarrassed! i actually had to pull over and read the manual
i love my little car
so exciting!
The biggest and best suprise ever!
I cried! I dont know if i cried cause i was so excited or i was in disbelief cause you actully did this for me without hesitating
without me ever asking for anything
it was so spur of the moment not planned
i cant believe we did it!
you just did it for me
amazing
First place we went was Hooters
fun fun fun
we ventured off to JT's after
glad there wasnt any trouble makers there this time
even when you try to leave all the over dramatic people they still find a way to cause drama
we didnt stay long
just smuggled out some popcorn
"i heard its so good here"
and went home
missed all the action at morgan's
SO GLAD!

we had one of those drunken/stoned heart to heart talks last night and it was amazing
its amazing how people choose to complicate their lives
its even more amazing that i have someone so wonderful in my life that loves me just as much as i love him
it works so much better that way
he does things for me without hesitation and i do the same for him
we always have a good time
even at 5 am singing as loud as we can
even at 5 am cashing in our chips
even at 5 am when you hit snooze 500 times
i'm so in love with that man
and i still get weird little butterflies
i still have a crush on your fine ass
the way you make me laugh
the way you make me dinner
the way you carry my drunk ass up the stairs
i still remember the night at that hotel party when you ripped that gross scab off my knee
EW
now its me taking care of that gross scab on your arm
EW
it was so damn scary to see you fall like that
i'm in such a good mood
but i am every morning i get to wake up next to you
it just works cause thats the way we want it
i love you
you love me
i trust you
you trust me
its all there and its amazing
and sometimes i do have to take a step back just to take it all in
i never thought i could be this happy
but i think thats just cause i never believed i deserved to be this happy
but i do and you do too
and i'm gonna do all i can every day to make you happy and i know you will do the same

okay i'm really busy but i finally got a second to come on for the first time in forever!
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