trembling
you know... i was gonna make a moody and angstful post about stuff and how frustrated and alone i've been feeling... but it'd mostly just be redundant so i won't.
the only thing i'll say is that head-mates aren't of much use for that lately. strange changes going on seem to be making us all be mostly out of touch with each other with only momentary bursts of cross-talk... which has been funny sometimes. but... lately has been a problem.
also... i'm thinking about stopping reading this book... its messing me up. its... a strange sort of supernatural horror thing... but with literary criticism and strange printing on all the pages... and while it doesn't seem /scary/ it sorta messes up my brain sometimes.
its called "house of leaves". ray lent it to me. i may just give it back to him... even tho i really want to finish reading it. its not interacting well with us right at the moment.
the irony is... i think we're almost done with it finally... it just keeps getting worse as to how much its messing with my head. i guess i could just keep doing what i've been doing... taking large breaks between chapters to soften how badly it affects me.
mreh. okay. that's it today. bye.
the only thing i'll say is that head-mates aren't of much use for that lately. strange changes going on seem to be making us all be mostly out of touch with each other with only momentary bursts of cross-talk... which has been funny sometimes. but... lately has been a problem.
also... i'm thinking about stopping reading this book... its messing me up. its... a strange sort of supernatural horror thing... but with literary criticism and strange printing on all the pages... and while it doesn't seem /scary/ it sorta messes up my brain sometimes.
its called "house of leaves". ray lent it to me. i may just give it back to him... even tho i really want to finish reading it. its not interacting well with us right at the moment.
the irony is... i think we're almost done with it finally... it just keeps getting worse as to how much its messing with my head. i guess i could just keep doing what i've been doing... taking large breaks between chapters to soften how badly it affects me.
mreh. okay. that's it today. bye.