sorry
i am not the way you say i am. the way i act. that is not me. i dont know why i am like that. it hurts sometimes, the things you say about me. only because its not the truth. i am honestly not a rude person. i dont know what would make me act the way i do around you, like how i sometimes treat you. it shocks me too. because inside, i have such a loving heart and i should not act that way towards you, of all people. im so sorry. i hope you can forgive me. i will always care about you and this is not the end of our friendship. promise me. because i dont want it to be that way. please dont hate me. continue to stick up for me, when those 2 certain people treat me like i am worthless and put me down. i still want you in my life. you are really a great friend. and dont forget that i am still here for you whenever you need me.