interesting
So I came to this realization today at work: I really want kids. I mean, I have always known that I have, but the feeling became much stronger. Don't get me wrong, I am not gonna go running around looking for guys to impregnate me, but I think it would finally give me a chance to give back for once. I have many things to accomplish before I ever get there, but I think that it is one of the things I am looking forward to the most.
Then I start to worry. What if for some reason I dont get into grad school, get a good job, and marry some loser and can't provide for my kids? I want to be able to spoil them just like my parents have spoiled me. I want to give them everything that would enable them to become whatever it is that they want to be.
Ok, so back to reality. Sorry for the summary of my maternal timeclock prematurely ticking. Isn't interesting how you can not talk to someone for an extremly long time and when you finally do it is like things never changed. I am soooo happy to discover that I haven't lost a friend as I thought I had. Sometimes things just don't turn out the way you want to, but at the end of the day you just have to realize things happen for a reason, and you are lucky that a person you care about is still part of your life
ps HOLY SHIT!!! a spider just jumped on my computer
Then I start to worry. What if for some reason I dont get into grad school, get a good job, and marry some loser and can't provide for my kids? I want to be able to spoil them just like my parents have spoiled me. I want to give them everything that would enable them to become whatever it is that they want to be.
Ok, so back to reality. Sorry for the summary of my maternal timeclock prematurely ticking. Isn't interesting how you can not talk to someone for an extremly long time and when you finally do it is like things never changed. I am soooo happy to discover that I haven't lost a friend as I thought I had. Sometimes things just don't turn out the way you want to, but at the end of the day you just have to realize things happen for a reason, and you are lucky that a person you care about is still part of your life
ps HOLY SHIT!!! a spider just jumped on my computer