I WILL DO IT!!
This time I have my stuff together. I dunno what it is, something in me just feels different. I know what I want, and nothing or anybody is gonna stand in my way. My dreams are no longer going to remain dreams, but are soon going to become realities. I feel like everything is just around the corner!
I feel happy with the changes in my life, and for once I am happy with the company I keep. I no longer find myself longing for something that isnt here, something that isnt readily available to me. The answers are right in front of me, and I dont need another state (don't get me wrong I am not denying my love) to show them to me.
So happy to get the chance to spend time with the freshman year crew tomorrow. I miss those girls in more ways than words can express. I love how with them I can not see them for ages (which shouldnt happen, but unfortunately does) and we get together and nothing has changed.
ok, the insomnia has finally taken its toll and i am sleepy. I reaaallllyyy need to work on this sleeping schedule or else I am gonna be a mess once summer school starts!
I feel happy with the changes in my life, and for once I am happy with the company I keep. I no longer find myself longing for something that isnt here, something that isnt readily available to me. The answers are right in front of me, and I dont need another state (don't get me wrong I am not denying my love) to show them to me.
So happy to get the chance to spend time with the freshman year crew tomorrow. I miss those girls in more ways than words can express. I love how with them I can not see them for ages (which shouldnt happen, but unfortunately does) and we get together and nothing has changed.
ok, the insomnia has finally taken its toll and i am sleepy. I reaaallllyyy need to work on this sleeping schedule or else I am gonna be a mess once summer school starts!