lord knows I can't change..
it's been a long time..
vermont was fucking incredible..
thank you so much for coming katie i don't know what i would have done without you there... probably threw myself out of the window..
canada was awful. the worst four consecutive days that i have seen in a while..
+'s
+ two tattoos [fuck you they are NOT bad luck]
+being able to drink at bars
+meeting many cool people <3
+being in a different country
+super fast metro
+an experience that will forever be embedded in my mind..
-'s
-rain and cold
-being in a different country
-taxi drivers who charge too much and talk nothing close to distinguishable
-trashy people
-almost getting killed nearly every time crossing the street
-food
-missing papa
-wasting money
and i am sure there is much more but there is no need to dwell on the past considering it should be kept there..
other than that.. i am very impatiently awaiting the last day of highschool...
this year has blown by.. and it seems as if it is taking such a long time to get over with..
monday is my first ever AP exam.. and i am already shitting my pants..
then friday i have the other one.. i am going to study but unfortuantly i have to work most of the week... blaahhhh
i am more scared of disappointing barille and ob than anything else
i mean i know i can't do well on them.. but for some reason they feel otherwise..
i think they just have to say that to students.. to boost their confidence to make them actually do better when they actually take the test...
whatever... i just can't fucking wait for summer..
and i pray that considering it's my last summer here..
it will be the best one yet
<3
i hate when people say they'll call and then never do..
what is the point of giving someone hope and then never following through
and why am i not use to this yet?
i can't even begin to describe how fucking amazing this song is
and how much i relate to it..
it has a lot to do with my two tattoo's
which are healing nicely... =)
this coming saturday is my birthday.. anyone want to hang out
because i have no plans .. but i do want to go to NH and start my half sleeve
sweetdreamsmurderme.
xo.
vermont was fucking incredible..
thank you so much for coming katie i don't know what i would have done without you there... probably threw myself out of the window..
canada was awful. the worst four consecutive days that i have seen in a while..
+'s
+ two tattoos [fuck you they are NOT bad luck]
+being able to drink at bars
+meeting many cool people <3
+being in a different country
+super fast metro
+an experience that will forever be embedded in my mind..
-'s
-rain and cold
-being in a different country
-taxi drivers who charge too much and talk nothing close to distinguishable
-trashy people
-almost getting killed nearly every time crossing the street
-food
-missing papa
-wasting money
and i am sure there is much more but there is no need to dwell on the past considering it should be kept there..
other than that.. i am very impatiently awaiting the last day of highschool...
this year has blown by.. and it seems as if it is taking such a long time to get over with..
monday is my first ever AP exam.. and i am already shitting my pants..
then friday i have the other one.. i am going to study but unfortuantly i have to work most of the week... blaahhhh
i am more scared of disappointing barille and ob than anything else
i mean i know i can't do well on them.. but for some reason they feel otherwise..
i think they just have to say that to students.. to boost their confidence to make them actually do better when they actually take the test...
whatever... i just can't fucking wait for summer..
and i pray that considering it's my last summer here..
it will be the best one yet
<3
i hate when people say they'll call and then never do..
what is the point of giving someone hope and then never following through
and why am i not use to this yet?
i can't even begin to describe how fucking amazing this song is
and how much i relate to it..
it has a lot to do with my two tattoo's
which are healing nicely... =)
this coming saturday is my birthday.. anyone want to hang out
because i have no plans .. but i do want to go to NH and start my half sleeve
sweetdreamsmurderme.
xo.