look, my souls on fire

[myonlylifismusi]

i dont know but i started to feel really lonely all of a sudden. it happened like WHAM. and i just felt alone. my sisters here, mom, and david, but he doesnt really count. maybe it was the show i was watching. who knows. it doesnt feel good though. i dont know wat it is, there just feels like somethings missing. im not really religiouse in the sense of an organized relgion, but i believe in a supior force that is in all of us, and i believe in some of the stuff of certain relgions. im looknig into it now because i want to know wats out there. i dont believe thers 1 right way, that wat u believ on earth holds true when u die. im christian to an extent but i dont like all the rules on any of the main ones, and certain eastern relgions and philophies of there and other countries and times look interesting, ill talk more about it when i know more. faith is important to me, but im not a bible slining shove wat i think down ur throat person. i guess i just want to know The Truth. thats basically wat i want The Truth. i think thats how ill refer to wat im trying to get to. i like that part from dogma, the line that goes "are u saying u believe?" "no im saying i have a good idea" i think idea is wat im trying to get at, these are my ideas. so please talk to me about wat u think to be The Truth, wheither its a certain religion, ur agnostic, or aitheist. ill listen, and if u want ill give u more insight into mine.
i think ones u find The Truth, which is more like your truth but thats not the point, u dont want anymore, ur perfectly content, which is why this ties in with my being lonely, i think if i knew The Truth, i wouldnt feel this way. well in either case, whither i am right or wrong, i hope wat ever ideas u have about wats out there, helps u in ur life.