i have all the knowledge you wish to never gain
well how come you cant speak your mind. you think so many things about ways to improve so much. you can never say anything though. just stand there and watch the depression pass by, know how to make it end, but u just let it go on. all because your afraid of a little judgemeant and a little compettion. u can only make a suggestion when u know everyone will accept it. is it worth it, being the cause off all suffering? because though u may not have started it, and though your thought may not make it worse, holding back on something that can help out is the worse thing there is. speaking about an idea could have a dominoe affect that could save the world. but because ur a coward all have to suffer. and u bring up past events so nonchallently its amazing. no1 cares at all if it cant help any1 now. sure in the past it would be helpful, but this isnt the past and ur gunna have to get over the fact ur not as cool as u once thought u were. thinking things of hatrid and think others stupid but ur the most hateful if u wont tell other to stop doing the terrible things they are, and the most ignorant if u can keep all ur secreats on how to make everything better. sure some wont agree with u, and sure u will lose some of the people u had all your life over some of the things u must say. but it will be worth it, and in the end everyone will be better off. cause u dont matter at all. none of us matter at all. but all of us matter together. the accumulation of things that have hardly any value is still worth something. 1 million pennies is 1o thousand dollars. just cause u alone isnt worth a secound glance, think of wat everyone could do together, and they cant reach that 10,000 without u. but u being afraid to contribute to something better, because ur unsure and unaware of ur possiblities, u hold everyone back. u arent even worth talking to if u do these things. no1 cares wat u once were, only wat u are now. and keep ranting about ur past accomplishmeant, well we have more important things to think about. u just want attention, and dont u know its the depression? we have no time for u, u silly kid. we have to make everything by hand and just pull threw. the stomarket crashed and there isnt enough money. that 2 cent candy is to ood for a brat like u and u dont need it. get a job ur familys starving, and there u sit. smiling to ur self cause u know how to end it. but will u tell any1. no. can u help any1 when u with hold knowledge know. but u can feel smart. and boy did that help urself. but did u know ur the most messed up person ever? u can save the world. but u choose not to. its not that u cant, ur letting fear hold u back. and maybe ur right u would lose it all trying to get ur idea to ppl, but trying would be the best thing u can do. and as long as u try to make the world better, and show ppl you care for them in the process no1 could ask more of u. but no, ur selfish, and u cant dare to loose the cool u never really had, but thought u did. so well all die, cause you are to cool to help anyone but yourself.