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erik and I got in an argument last night. long story. but I think the results only went the way I wanted them to go because he felt guilty. it was an apartment fight. this is the gist of it.
him: I don’t want to live with a girl, I never have.
me: you could have told me this before. it just came out of no where and you’ve left me in a really bad situation.
him: how so?
me: I don’t have anywhere to go. I’ll have to move to my dads. that requires me to get rid of my cats and all my stuff.
him: maybe if you didn’t spend all your extra money on clothes you’d have the money to get the new place alone. you have more fucking clothes than anyone I’ve ever met.
me: I buy those “fucking clothes” because having them is the only way I ever feel pretty.
there was a lot more before that. but that’s where it kind of ended. I don’t really know what to think right now. we are still getting the new place but I don’t want him to move in just to make me happy.
in happier states of mind:
Jacobs on Fri. then sara is buying me dinner/breakfast.
Plush on Sat. with Sara, and Tymandra.
him: I don’t want to live with a girl, I never have.
me: you could have told me this before. it just came out of no where and you’ve left me in a really bad situation.
him: how so?
me: I don’t have anywhere to go. I’ll have to move to my dads. that requires me to get rid of my cats and all my stuff.
him: maybe if you didn’t spend all your extra money on clothes you’d have the money to get the new place alone. you have more fucking clothes than anyone I’ve ever met.
me: I buy those “fucking clothes” because having them is the only way I ever feel pretty.
there was a lot more before that. but that’s where it kind of ended. I don’t really know what to think right now. we are still getting the new place but I don’t want him to move in just to make me happy.
in happier states of mind:
Jacobs on Fri. then sara is buying me dinner/breakfast.
Plush on Sat. with Sara, and Tymandra.