Maybe not
Well even though I wanted to be a vindictive bitch and say what I had to say, after I cooled down a bit and thought about it I changed my mind. I made the last two entries private so that this could stop here. Something that is a big deal to me had been turned into a petty fight and I don't want this to be a whoring fest. If that was your opinion I disagreed but fine tell me in a more mature manner or don't tell me at all. I don't hate you, I've never hated you and I've wandered why you've been so cold to me but you can believe and feel however you want you're entitled to that. I wish that everything wouldn't have came to this but it did and I think it's sad especially since someone important to you is my friend. I also didn't want this to get to Adam because although you may not believe it I do care about him and I want us to just be able to put everything behind us and move on. I'm sure people read the last two post before I deleted them but I'm hoping that this can just be over here. What really bothered me is that what you said was just kicking me while I was down that was heartless. However, this is a public forum and maybe I shouldn't make myself vulnerable by posting things that are so personal. I'm not saying that this is my fault by any means, what you did was wrong and immature but I'm not going to get back at you by being wrong and immature myself. I'm secure enough in knowing that I don't have to defend myself or my relationship to you. I hope in the future if you have something to say you won't hide behind a computer screen.
Amy
Amy