Jan 17, 2005 16:40
So I'm home from a long weekend in Oshkosh...
I first saw sara in that very dorm November 29th, and thats when I knew I had to atleast try. my heart was so set on her, I had no clue that we would come to this. this weekend was magical, when I got there we just smiled at eachother and hugged, it was like electric connecting us like magnets. after awhile of watching tv we went to the Outlet Mall, I bought a new tongue ring (a little rubber spikey one, yeah that is fun) then we went to Appleton to BW3's for dinner, it was packed because of the Football games, we ate and played some trivia. then we went back to the dorm, watched some TV Land, yadda yadda yadda.
Sunday
woke up late, ate some BK for lunch, then we went to the mall, we all were looking for clubbing clothes, I bought a new shirt at Gap, yeah it looked good, after the mall we went back to the dorm to get ready for the club and take alittle nap, later we went to the club, I felt like th oldest one in the place, It looked like a bunch of High Schoolers and no one really dressed for clubbing, Eh, you know... when I danced with Sara that night it felt like we were the only ones on the dance floor, its a feeling I can't really explain, but holding here was probably the greatest thing that I could have done, after the club we went back to the dorm, drank alittle, watched some Van Wilder, and ate some Wendy's. all in all great night fell asleep at about 3:30
Monday
Woke up knowing that I had to leave, do you think I really wanted to? no no no, everytime I looked in her eyes, I just wanted to stay, just be with her forever. I could have cryed, wow I sound really stupid saying that, but I have realized something about Sara, I don't love her because I know I can spend the rest of my days with her... I love her because I know I can't live without her, its crazy but its true.
Overview
when were are together both of us have smiles on our faces, if someone says our names around us we break out into a smile, She washes away the worries I have everyday. I love her, and that is that. we tryed to get mad at eachother, and we both just went to hugging eachother. well I hope to talk to her sooner then later..