gosh mother freaking darn
i cannot wait to be home. unreal. really. i have 4 finals this week. i havnt started studying for any of them. the only two that will give me any trouble as far as i know would be the math and the social problems exam. the math i will probably not fail just based off of my test scores but the social problems shit i have no idea. i really shouldnt have taken such a stupid class. waste of time. i've made up my mind that i dont really enjoy getting drunk. which doesnt really make a difference in anything cause i hardly drink to begin with. of course when i do i drink, i drink to get drunk and as drink as excessively as possible. i havnt tried to contact jupiter beach resort about a job yet. i think ill just show up and see if they can do anything for me. if not whatever theres plenty of places closer to my house that i could probably find work at. itll be nice to maybe MAYBE get into some sort of normal sleeping schedule. i dunno if that will ever happen but it would be nice. with only 1 week left of my first year? away from college i have no idea even what to say. i guess it could be possible to continue going here until i find a major and then tfer to ucf when i want to go into a whatever the fuck it would be graduate school or whatever. shit sucks.
i slept for like 2 hrs till 1am and ive just been sitting around since. i need to start packing up all my shit. i guess me and my mom are gonna go check out places to live while she is here. thursday morning i have an exam at 730am so even if i can manage to learn all of this social problems bullshit i wont be able to function well enough to take the test at such an early time. o well. it will be so good to have access to my turntables again. not to mention all the crap i have now that i never had at home before. which mostly comes down to my speaker setup.
my grades are pretty much shit. i feel strange. its strange. really.
i had better make an entire new set of friends if i dont want to be totally bored lonely and pissed off all the time. really everyone i know is at or is going to be at orlando. it really makes too much sense to transfer.
so much stuff = stupid.
i slept for like 2 hrs till 1am and ive just been sitting around since. i need to start packing up all my shit. i guess me and my mom are gonna go check out places to live while she is here. thursday morning i have an exam at 730am so even if i can manage to learn all of this social problems bullshit i wont be able to function well enough to take the test at such an early time. o well. it will be so good to have access to my turntables again. not to mention all the crap i have now that i never had at home before. which mostly comes down to my speaker setup.
my grades are pretty much shit. i feel strange. its strange. really.
i had better make an entire new set of friends if i dont want to be totally bored lonely and pissed off all the time. really everyone i know is at or is going to be at orlando. it really makes too much sense to transfer.
so much stuff = stupid.