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Dear Journal,
You remind me of me, except when I used to write in you. Instead now I pass on checking you for updates or even writing my own because I am too lazy. Specifically to lazy to write about my life, as I just write it out in my brain on a daily basis. My friend Jordan, who used to reside at this house deleted me from her MSN list (thanks www.msngeeks.com) for what I can only imagine was some kind of offense taken to my MSN names that refered to the annoying daily synchonization of the select few who update me on their lives through their MSN names. Alas, another 20mins wasted, somehow, someway - did I just stare at the screen that long? The other night I had a dream that I was part of a robot army and I killed at will. I shall be done my 3rd year at university in one week, weird how that time as come and gone.I feel like it hasn't even really happened, without fail I must savor the remaining time I have here, as I doubt it gets any better than this. Sure being 20k in debt is a pretty bad start, but just think how much fun I've had on the governments money. I wonder what this year would have been like if And-y stayed; I'm sure we would have yelled at the Tv more if nothing else. I'm doing a summerschool class, could very well be meaningless. In a year I'll have to make some kind of decisions on what I'm going to do with myself. I want to do teachers college, but I don't know if I'm ready- for responsibility that is. I am a suprisingly unresponisble person, ask my mom 5 years ago, its the only thing she used to say. Now she says she's proud of me, buttt what for I am not really sure. Because I do some dumb tests and pay lots of money to do them? Or because I live on my own and havn't died of some drug overdose? Whatever it is, I don't think I've had much to do with it. Oh well, tomorrow morning's exam will remind me of what its like to be totally unresponsible as I will ponder what to invent in the blank spot otherwise reserved for thoses who know what to write. What I do know, is that I will most likly be a guinne pig for science this summer - 2k for 2 weeks worth of "work" - sign me up. I've got plans for myself for this summer, but like all plans of mine they will probably never materialize.The other day I bought a pair of swim trunks and changed them into regular wear shorts which is good because they were cheappper than whatever 'normal' shorts cost. This post has been pointless. /clear
You remind me of me, except when I used to write in you. Instead now I pass on checking you for updates or even writing my own because I am too lazy. Specifically to lazy to write about my life, as I just write it out in my brain on a daily basis. My friend Jordan, who used to reside at this house deleted me from her MSN list (thanks www.msngeeks.com) for what I can only imagine was some kind of offense taken to my MSN names that refered to the annoying daily synchonization of the select few who update me on their lives through their MSN names. Alas, another 20mins wasted, somehow, someway - did I just stare at the screen that long? The other night I had a dream that I was part of a robot army and I killed at will. I shall be done my 3rd year at university in one week, weird how that time as come and gone.I feel like it hasn't even really happened, without fail I must savor the remaining time I have here, as I doubt it gets any better than this. Sure being 20k in debt is a pretty bad start, but just think how much fun I've had on the governments money. I wonder what this year would have been like if And-y stayed; I'm sure we would have yelled at the Tv more if nothing else. I'm doing a summerschool class, could very well be meaningless. In a year I'll have to make some kind of decisions on what I'm going to do with myself. I want to do teachers college, but I don't know if I'm ready- for responsibility that is. I am a suprisingly unresponisble person, ask my mom 5 years ago, its the only thing she used to say. Now she says she's proud of me, buttt what for I am not really sure. Because I do some dumb tests and pay lots of money to do them? Or because I live on my own and havn't died of some drug overdose? Whatever it is, I don't think I've had much to do with it. Oh well, tomorrow morning's exam will remind me of what its like to be totally unresponsible as I will ponder what to invent in the blank spot otherwise reserved for thoses who know what to write. What I do know, is that I will most likly be a guinne pig for science this summer - 2k for 2 weeks worth of "work" - sign me up. I've got plans for myself for this summer, but like all plans of mine they will probably never materialize.The other day I bought a pair of swim trunks and changed them into regular wear shorts which is good because they were cheappper than whatever 'normal' shorts cost. This post has been pointless. /clear