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[mynocturne]

Between a rock and a hard place was a very new one. I composed the lyrics in one hour and the song in the other, which I can now play on guitar! If anyone wants me to sing it to you, I will... I'll just need a microphone. :)

Here's an old one... very old, about a year or so.

Ditch

What you say I am is what I am.
And it's not who I want to be.

Where to go from here?
I just don't know.
But I've gone mad trying to crawl out of my skin.
I just can't win.

I'm done with this and you've given up trying
to fill the void inside of me.
~
Well I'm down in this ditch and I cry as I fall to my knees.
And you can't see
That I'm still a real person,
with feelings and thoughts that aren't anything special at all...
Please break my fall.
~
Am I worth it or not?
You just don't know.
It robs me
of my sanity.

And what I say I am is what I'm not.
But it's who I want to be.
~
Well I'm down in this ditch and I cry as I fall to my knees.
And you can't see
that I'm still a real person
with feelings and thoughts that aren't anything special at all.

I'm not anything special at all.
Please break my fall.

~~~~~

yeah sorry, it's pretty depressing.
all my best lyrics comes out when I'm numb from being sad for a long time.