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[mynocturne]

So I was thinking about the lyrics I wrote yesterday, and one part of it reminded me a lot of this nine inch nails song... which I can relate a lot to actually, word for word, and it brings back memories when the addiction I had was very... there. and now too.. when I have my 'relapses'.
Ugh this is really hell, you know?

Don't fall in love with someone that's not good for you. Just don't do it guys! trust me

The Perfect Drug - Nine Inch Nails

I got my head, but my head is unraveling
Can't keep control, can't keep track of where it's traveling
I got my heart but my heart is no good
And you're the only one that's understood.

I come along but I don't know where you're taking me.
I shouldn't go but you're reaching back and shaking me.
Turn off the sun, pull the stars from the sky
The more I give to you, the more I die

And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you

You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug

You make me hard, when I'm all soft inside
I see the truth, when I'm all stupid-eyed
The arrow goes straight through my heart
Without you everything just falls apart

My blood wants to say hello to you
My feelings want to get inside of you
My souls is so afraid to realize
Every little word is a lack of me

And I want you
And I want you
And I want you
And I want you

You are the perfect drug, the perfect drug, the perfect drug
(x8)

Take me, with you
Take me, with you
Take me, with you

Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, it's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
It's not as much fun to pick up the pieces
Without you, without you everything falls apart
Without you, its not as much fun to pick up the pieces