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I don't know what is wrong with me, but I just feel like I'm at a stand still. I've come so far (I've lost 50 lbs in less than 4 months!) That's pretty amazing if you ask me so why do I feel like this.
I knew I had emotional problems attached to my weight, I would use my weight as my protection. Now that it's going away it almost seems like I'm trying to stop myself by not exercising and by not eating as I should be.
Grr.. I've been through so much, why am I such an ass and not fixing things.
The frustrating thing is I want to be smaller, I want to be able to shop at "normal" stores, I want it all. So, I have the tool, why am I not using it correctly.
Boo to me I say.
Weekends are not good for me.
I knew I had emotional problems attached to my weight, I would use my weight as my protection. Now that it's going away it almost seems like I'm trying to stop myself by not exercising and by not eating as I should be.
Grr.. I've been through so much, why am I such an ass and not fixing things.
The frustrating thing is I want to be smaller, I want to be able to shop at "normal" stores, I want it all. So, I have the tool, why am I not using it correctly.
Boo to me I say.
Weekends are not good for me.