god forbid there be more who can make me act this way
I climb walls for him when I see him. I don't understand it. And then I f*ck things up by being too cautious. Me not wanting to mess up. So I come off conceited or as popular or scary ambitious... I say things you should NEVER say to a guy to get him to like you. Things I'd swear to never consider doing... and then I do it! and I'm a wreck. Maybe if he'd just tone down the "incredible good looking."
I have 22 or so days until graduation.
Toss my dignity away and try and talk to him, again?
It's a mockery because the guy who broke us up, I run into him constantly around campus and he writes me online asking me out even after I tell him no.
22 days until I regret and know I can't do anything to change it.
22 days to contact him and just say "what's up? hey. where've you been?" and be like Zack who I laugh at for his attempts to get me to go out with him again.
But Zack's efforts keep the door open for the future (even if I say it'll never happen, at least we'll remain in contact, or at least COULD).
So all I'm risking is the guy laughing at me for trying.
...but I don't want to be Zack :/
I have 22 or so days until graduation.
Toss my dignity away and try and talk to him, again?
It's a mockery because the guy who broke us up, I run into him constantly around campus and he writes me online asking me out even after I tell him no.
22 days until I regret and know I can't do anything to change it.
22 days to contact him and just say "what's up? hey. where've you been?" and be like Zack who I laugh at for his attempts to get me to go out with him again.
But Zack's efforts keep the door open for the future (even if I say it'll never happen, at least we'll remain in contact, or at least COULD).
So all I'm risking is the guy laughing at me for trying.
...but I don't want to be Zack :/