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Jan 14, 2004 19:46

life is lost for me, and everything i dream
picture me above the sky on this half day closing
ride the way say goodnight drifting slowly
i see the world in your eyes it's relentless
when i feel the burn in my life god please end this
it's not so easy can you fix me and wipe it all away
wipe it all away, you wash it all away
picture me inside the sun, i'm dried and burning
as i sink like a stone the world keeps turning
i'll hold you close to myself you complete me
a part of my life i can't fill, please release me now
it's not so easy, and wipe it all away, can you fixe me, and wipe it all away
so sadistic, and wipe it all away, how you'd bleed me, and wash it all away
follow a heart in vain you follow and start again
life is lost for me now...

Yea... don't take that as huge depression thingy...I just like the song.

Anyway, I am feeling quite baffled...when I say this I speak of Jimmy. On Tuesday morning I tried to take the fall for him....and by this I mean I tried to take the blame for something we both did so he wouldn't get in trouble. We were both gonna get in trouble if I didn't say anything....but I tried to say it was all me....and now we're both in trouble cuz my saying I did it...didn't help. Anyway....now I don't know if he's pissed at me for saying anything or if he doesn't care at all....I don't know...

On another note...I like this girl at school. However, so does Jimmy...so we got him in this picture too....like...we both like her..and I told Jimmy I would stay away from her until he said he doesn't want her anymore....or I would just leave her alone if he asked her out....but now he says I can ask her out...but I don't think he meant that....cuz I think he still likes her...because I don't wanna go and take another girl that he likes....when I say this I mean Brianna....but I don't know what to do people....cuz I don't wanna have him like wanting to kill me and let me know about it long after me and this girl break up...
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