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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut.. My weakness is that I care too much.
I am far too emotional. I think about things way too much. I read into every little thing. the way someone says goodbye. EVERY little detail. Overanalyzing is a bitch. and leave me alone for 5 mins and I am alone. I come home at 2 AM from work and i think wow.. I feel so alone. Comes with my thinking too much and being over emotional. Perhaps i just need a shot of testosterone to quit being such a woman.
Anyways, Work sucked. Was monday closing which is never fun due to the fact that new movies r put out after close on monday. Well today was the end of our 99 cents for 5 days on all new releases price. so we had to change a bunch of shelf stuff. Main thing was putting a new liner on a premade list of new releases. the ones that are included on some 1.99 for 1 day instead of full price for 5 days. Well it took time, nothing else to say about it. Zac was closing manager and we don't get along. He is a COMPLETE FUCKING JERK OFF to all the guys who are not management.. that boils down to josh, jeff, and myself. he doesn't fuck with managers b/c they are all above him in rank. and as for women he just likes girls b/c hes a dorky guy and seeks the approval of women to make himself feel better. So do I but at least im not a dick about it ;). Well Jeff stopped in and agreed to help us as our store manager was leaving. we were really really behind but there was alot to do. Couldn't help it. Now that i've filled ya in let me get on with the story. So Jeff and I are ripping the perforated edge part off some of the new shelf liners. I look up and Zac and molly are talking to some customer. I leaned over to jeff and said "we are kinda behind. they shouldn't be talking." then i chuckled cuz i didn't really care either way. 5 or 10 mins isn't that big of a diff. So 1 min later we are ripping off those edges again and zac yells from across the store. "Its 15 to 12 and we are way behind. You guys need to start doing something." I get that shit from em all the time. so i immediately yell back "We are actually ripping the edges off these things, not just standing here" FUCK that makes me soo mad. Shannon stopped by too. 5 mins later and decided to help us as well. so there were 5 instead of 3 of us. Zac went in back to do paperwork b/c he was closing manager and the rest of us did our thing.. Took 30 mins longer than it would have if they hadn't been there. He hugs shann as we are about to leave and tells her "ty so much". Now thats not that bad i guess. He snapped a bit at us but this is what pushes me over the edge. Tomorrow he will go to Lon our store manager and say "we were in trouble last night. Sean and jeff weren't doing shit. Thank god shannon stopped by or we would have beenscrewed." ..........................wtf.......... I just don't know what to do. the guy fucking hates me no matter what i do. and i get a bad rap for it even tho i worked hard. blah.
After was Texan time and with shann, molly, and jeff. Stayed till 3 talking about who pisses us off at work and what lon said about firing ppl (due to the price raise they will be cutting back hours HARDCORE. Meaning fired ppl) She is a shift leader and lon vents to her so she told us the DL. seems fairly safe for us. But doesn't help to have Zac talking shit.
Ok, nuff talking since most of you have no idea what im talking about. Hope i maybe didn't lose ya. basically, "Jerk off boss hates Sean no matter what he does. Sean is uber sick of being treated like shit. Werd".
Oh, and my weekend was a good one thanks to Juice, Jess and Laura. Ty much guys for a good time. I needed the R&R and it means alot to me.
I better get some Z's b/c another day = another work shift. Thanks for listening to me bitch and moan. There is a fine line between saying what you feel and just flat out being whiney. Hope i don't cross the line too often. I am the rambling king, good fight, good night.
I am far too emotional. I think about things way too much. I read into every little thing. the way someone says goodbye. EVERY little detail. Overanalyzing is a bitch. and leave me alone for 5 mins and I am alone. I come home at 2 AM from work and i think wow.. I feel so alone. Comes with my thinking too much and being over emotional. Perhaps i just need a shot of testosterone to quit being such a woman.
Anyways, Work sucked. Was monday closing which is never fun due to the fact that new movies r put out after close on monday. Well today was the end of our 99 cents for 5 days on all new releases price. so we had to change a bunch of shelf stuff. Main thing was putting a new liner on a premade list of new releases. the ones that are included on some 1.99 for 1 day instead of full price for 5 days. Well it took time, nothing else to say about it. Zac was closing manager and we don't get along. He is a COMPLETE FUCKING JERK OFF to all the guys who are not management.. that boils down to josh, jeff, and myself. he doesn't fuck with managers b/c they are all above him in rank. and as for women he just likes girls b/c hes a dorky guy and seeks the approval of women to make himself feel better. So do I but at least im not a dick about it ;). Well Jeff stopped in and agreed to help us as our store manager was leaving. we were really really behind but there was alot to do. Couldn't help it. Now that i've filled ya in let me get on with the story. So Jeff and I are ripping the perforated edge part off some of the new shelf liners. I look up and Zac and molly are talking to some customer. I leaned over to jeff and said "we are kinda behind. they shouldn't be talking." then i chuckled cuz i didn't really care either way. 5 or 10 mins isn't that big of a diff. So 1 min later we are ripping off those edges again and zac yells from across the store. "Its 15 to 12 and we are way behind. You guys need to start doing something." I get that shit from em all the time. so i immediately yell back "We are actually ripping the edges off these things, not just standing here" FUCK that makes me soo mad. Shannon stopped by too. 5 mins later and decided to help us as well. so there were 5 instead of 3 of us. Zac went in back to do paperwork b/c he was closing manager and the rest of us did our thing.. Took 30 mins longer than it would have if they hadn't been there. He hugs shann as we are about to leave and tells her "ty so much". Now thats not that bad i guess. He snapped a bit at us but this is what pushes me over the edge. Tomorrow he will go to Lon our store manager and say "we were in trouble last night. Sean and jeff weren't doing shit. Thank god shannon stopped by or we would have beenscrewed." ..........................wtf.......... I just don't know what to do. the guy fucking hates me no matter what i do. and i get a bad rap for it even tho i worked hard. blah.
After was Texan time and with shann, molly, and jeff. Stayed till 3 talking about who pisses us off at work and what lon said about firing ppl (due to the price raise they will be cutting back hours HARDCORE. Meaning fired ppl) She is a shift leader and lon vents to her so she told us the DL. seems fairly safe for us. But doesn't help to have Zac talking shit.
Ok, nuff talking since most of you have no idea what im talking about. Hope i maybe didn't lose ya. basically, "Jerk off boss hates Sean no matter what he does. Sean is uber sick of being treated like shit. Werd".
Oh, and my weekend was a good one thanks to Juice, Jess and Laura. Ty much guys for a good time. I needed the R&R and it means alot to me.
I better get some Z's b/c another day = another work shift. Thanks for listening to me bitch and moan. There is a fine line between saying what you feel and just flat out being whiney. Hope i don't cross the line too often. I am the rambling king, good fight, good night.