And even though nobody's looking, she's falling apart...
Apparently, while I was in my room resting and stuffs, Stephie dropped by. She told my dad that she's moving tomorrow.
Just yesterday, she promised she wouldn't leave at least for a few weeks, if at all.
It's bullshit, man. No goodbye, nothing. Just gone. Man, I know I used to leave sometimes, but it was always for like a week. That was it. She's gonna be gone for months. And I don't so much as get a goodbye.
Why is she leaving? Because her stupid boyfriend (who she was getting annoyed with anyway) and her broke up, and because I'm not able to go out and do stuff.
Yeah. That sucks. But it's not like I'm exactly having a blast either. It's not like I stay in bed all day because it's exciting. It's not like I say to myself, "Gee, I sure hope I have to have more tests run today! I just love needles!" I'm not exactly taking pleasure in the knowledge of the risks I'm at right now.
But whatever, man. It's her choice. Personally, I like to be there for the important times in my friends' lives. I guess it's silly to expect the same from others.
Bleh, I'm getting depressed again. I'm just gonna go watch some TV and try not to think too much. If anyone feels up to it, an e-hug or two would help. *half-smile*
Just yesterday, she promised she wouldn't leave at least for a few weeks, if at all.
It's bullshit, man. No goodbye, nothing. Just gone. Man, I know I used to leave sometimes, but it was always for like a week. That was it. She's gonna be gone for months. And I don't so much as get a goodbye.
Why is she leaving? Because her stupid boyfriend (who she was getting annoyed with anyway) and her broke up, and because I'm not able to go out and do stuff.
Yeah. That sucks. But it's not like I'm exactly having a blast either. It's not like I stay in bed all day because it's exciting. It's not like I say to myself, "Gee, I sure hope I have to have more tests run today! I just love needles!" I'm not exactly taking pleasure in the knowledge of the risks I'm at right now.
But whatever, man. It's her choice. Personally, I like to be there for the important times in my friends' lives. I guess it's silly to expect the same from others.
Bleh, I'm getting depressed again. I'm just gonna go watch some TV and try not to think too much. If anyone feels up to it, an e-hug or two would help. *half-smile*