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i haven't updated in forever. but not much has happened since the last time except for yesterday. someone very special to me told me they only want to be friends, and that really depressed me. but she's right. we can't maintain a relationship in our current situation. i guess i just didn't want to face the truth. i was avoiding te reality, and even though it really depressed me, in a way, it was helpful too. i mean, i'll miss her just as much as i do now. i'm glad she cares about me, but i just have to move on, for her sake. but on another note, homecoming is october 4th. for the past 3 years i've been shot down. so this year, my senior year, i said "fuck it, i'm not even going to try." and yesterday at work, this girl i work with, Cassidy, says "hey Mike what school do you go to?" and i said "Medina" and then i asked her if she knew when Medina's Homecoming is and she told me the forth> and then i said, "yeah, i'm probably not going to go" and she goes "why not?" so i told her how i don't have a very good track record when it comes to girls and she goes "well, you can take me" and i said "okay" so thats something to look forward to.