Oct 05, 2004 18:51
Wow... it has been like sooooo.. long since my last update!! and SOO MUCH SHIT HAS HAPPENED but that was back then and is now over with, which i am happy for. anyways.. school.. is boring as fuck but wat can i say??.. i only go to see my friends and yea. Im sick and tired of everyone at my house... they are all asses and im tired of them. my dad has been a huge asshole to me cuz he is always in a bad mood and i act like it doesnt bother me but deep inside it really does! yea but watever. this weekend i realized that no one in my house understands me at all! not even one bit. my mom tells me sunday morning not to touch my sister because she is sad and she wants to cry for some reason but she doesnt know why.. and so she feels bad for her and is going to suck up to her but seriously there have been a ton of times that ive felt like this but does she care.. no! and when i tell her this she says " well it helps if u tell u feeling to someone" and i told her i do just not to her and she was like well then thats ur problem.i dont know y but that just pissed me off soooooo much! the only person that i am able to talk to when i feel like this is stephanie and honastly im glad i have a friend like her. and now my mother is trying to act like a responsible parent and make sure that i do all my hw and that im studying and not wasting my time and all i siad to her was y are u trying to be a mom now? dont u think its a bit to late for that?? and for saying that i got in trouble. Sandra's birthday was on sunday! and today is brianna odoms birthday!! HApPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH OF U!! lol we went to frightmare on sat night and it was fun. thats basically it... i hope ill be updating soon.. we will just see love u all!