Sep 26, 2006 20:52
fuccck. i was so sure. i really was. i wanted to go to amherst and be a nurse.
but you need a 3.8 (i have a 3.42) and you need 1240 on the SATs. FUCCCCK. seriously. like. i almost cried today.
they take 65 PEOPLE. who are theyt o crush my dreams? now they have my second guessing what i want as a fucking major and where i wanna go. where do i wanna go?
i got a scholarship for free tuition to any state school. thats sweet, so i kinda have to go to a state school now tho. damn.
seriously im so confused.
i hung out with bri all day today and ash for a bit. i had such a good day other than i have no future right now.
im fucking 67th in my class and im not good enough for a nursing program at UMASS AMHERST.
im really frustrated.
i supported my girl weaver at her field hockey game tonight with bri. talked to cait. i miss her. shes a good egg.
saw hazzy (he took my breath away) and then tano (breathless) there is a difference.
i think im in love with both of them.
but tomorrow is thurs. i love thurs.
my new kitten is to die for =)