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oh i pretty much suck at relationships..but everyone knows that.
..i went and messed up another one..whats new.
im going to be single for the rest of my life.
i hate the feeling of being used..especially knowing that you've been used.
ive had that feeling many times.
i think its time..i grew up..in many ways..
ive thought about a lottt today..and idk..just things need to change..
trying to quit drinking is super hard..sounds bad..but its crazy..how ..idk..nevermind.
idk much anymore..
i really miss my dad..
i HATE him.