Why, if you love me, would you have strayed?

Nov 11, 2006 14:49

So, yesterday I went to CNU with Lisa and Mego. It was amazing! I love that place! The theatre's acoustics are amazing, the food is delicious, and I feel right at home! We even saw Ryan Johnson and I could have sworn we made eye-contact, but he didn't wave back. Oh, well. He's a butt. Haha. But yeah. I LOVE that place! Def. applying.

Later on, I went to ITW rehearsal and the only people who showed up besides me and Jimmy were Paxton, Zack, and Steve (who was Zack's ride). Liz couldn't come, so we left early.

Jimmy, Paxton, and I drove around. First, we stopped by Paxton's so he could pick up $150.00 and we went to Wendy's to eat and talk about the most random stuff. Then we parked at the top of a parking garage at Town Center and walked to Barnes & Noble where Paxton climbed on a bookshelf and broke it! He power-walked his way out of there while Jimmy and I started laughing hysterically- running out ourselves. We found ourselves in Planet Music and then decided we should leave the area altogether. So glad that that store didn't have any security cameras... We rolled down the ramps in the parking garage in Jimmy's van without stepping on the gas- just to see how fast we would go. Kind of scary...

Then we picked up Meaghan and the normal awkwardness between her and Paxton occurred, but we had plenty of vagina-talk to compensate. Paxton peed his name in the sand and Jimmy and I poked at a jellyfish in the sand. Good times.

I need to vent about something right now, but I can't because I just can't tell the public about it... ARGH! I fail at life. I hate how my old habits tend to come back. It's not even like anything GOOD can come of this- I can't get my way out of this situation because of extenuating circumstances. Whatever. I won't say anymore for fear I might give to much away. I shall talk more with Meaghan, I guess. *le sigh*

Freaking-

"I have, on occasion, wanted more. But that doesn't mean I went in search of it." [too bad I can't do a thing...]
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