I Just Realized That I Write LOOOONG Blogs. Sorry.
So, I'm hoping to get this damn essay finally over with. It was actually due today, but I know some very smart kids who didn not turn theirs in today, so I don't feel as bad. I mean, I realize that it's still not a good thing, but at least I know I'm not alone. But Lisa called Chris Byer today while I was at school and took it upon herself to tell him that I wouldn't be going to Into the Woods rehearsal tonight. It will be the very first ITW rehearsal I haven't been to that I was scheduled to come to. However, Lisa and Liz make a good arguement that it's going to be going over stuff that I already have down-packed, so it would be a waste of my time anyway.
But I called Paxton to let him know he wouldn't have to pick me up and he was like, "Oh, you mean that essay that was due today? Well, I'll be at rehearsal with NON-SLACKERS. I guess I'll see you tomorrow. Oh wait, no I won't because I won't come. I have an ESSAY to do." It was mean/funny... It really made me think about what I got myself into with this procrastination stuff.
I'm just glad Mrs. Cox and Ms. Fuqua didn't come bombard me today and make me tell them what's up. I still don't know how much is expected of me. I know that some advisors told their students that it didn't have to be done when they turn it in- that they could just show how much they have already and then finish it up later. However, Ms. Fuqua hasn't spoken to me since the end of last year (BAD ADVISOR) and won't respond to my e-mails filled with questions I have for her.
But this morning, (I am not a morning person at all) I was thinking all about the work I have to do and Josh moving and was not feeling well. Then Mego thought I was purposely getting on her bad side and I just lost it. Luckily I left the chorus room before I really snapped. But I broke down again and started crying right there in the hallway. Lisa tried to cheer me up and took me away from the people making me freak out. Nothing personal about Mego at all. It wasn't her fault. Really- all it took was a small angry spark to blow me up.
On a brighter side, auditions for The Skin of Our Teeth was today. For the improv, I got paired up with Liz and we got to act out "Tool Time with Riff and the Gang!" It was so much fun! Mego was screaming from the audience, "You've GOT to be KIDDING!" It was funny. Liz made up a sing and I pretended I was going to use one of the tools to "beat up a 'PR'." And then I had to be a potato being mashed up for my URA. Not my best experience, bbut I didn't do bad, I don't think.
Tomorrow's call-backs. Hopefully I will get a part immediately so I won't have to stay after. I really want to go over Josh's before he leaves. He's upset that I don't have time anymore and we can't hang out. :( I'm going to miss that boy SO FREAKING MUCH!
Trying not to think about that...
I have an essay to write...
Maybe I could write it on whatever questions I have about love (since my topic is "What goes into creating and maintaining love?") and whatever comes to my mind. Just research some psychologists who have done stuff based on them.
I should be fine.
Jimmy wrote me a note, so I'll get that tomorrow. I like notes. They make me smile. :)
Well, now that I have that out of my system, I'm going back to my essay.
*takes a deep breath*
I'll be fine.
But I called Paxton to let him know he wouldn't have to pick me up and he was like, "Oh, you mean that essay that was due today? Well, I'll be at rehearsal with NON-SLACKERS. I guess I'll see you tomorrow. Oh wait, no I won't because I won't come. I have an ESSAY to do." It was mean/funny... It really made me think about what I got myself into with this procrastination stuff.
I'm just glad Mrs. Cox and Ms. Fuqua didn't come bombard me today and make me tell them what's up. I still don't know how much is expected of me. I know that some advisors told their students that it didn't have to be done when they turn it in- that they could just show how much they have already and then finish it up later. However, Ms. Fuqua hasn't spoken to me since the end of last year (BAD ADVISOR) and won't respond to my e-mails filled with questions I have for her.
But this morning, (I am not a morning person at all) I was thinking all about the work I have to do and Josh moving and was not feeling well. Then Mego thought I was purposely getting on her bad side and I just lost it. Luckily I left the chorus room before I really snapped. But I broke down again and started crying right there in the hallway. Lisa tried to cheer me up and took me away from the people making me freak out. Nothing personal about Mego at all. It wasn't her fault. Really- all it took was a small angry spark to blow me up.
On a brighter side, auditions for The Skin of Our Teeth was today. For the improv, I got paired up with Liz and we got to act out "Tool Time with Riff and the Gang!" It was so much fun! Mego was screaming from the audience, "You've GOT to be KIDDING!" It was funny. Liz made up a sing and I pretended I was going to use one of the tools to "beat up a 'PR'." And then I had to be a potato being mashed up for my URA. Not my best experience, bbut I didn't do bad, I don't think.
Tomorrow's call-backs. Hopefully I will get a part immediately so I won't have to stay after. I really want to go over Josh's before he leaves. He's upset that I don't have time anymore and we can't hang out. :( I'm going to miss that boy SO FREAKING MUCH!
Trying not to think about that...
I have an essay to write...
Maybe I could write it on whatever questions I have about love (since my topic is "What goes into creating and maintaining love?") and whatever comes to my mind. Just research some psychologists who have done stuff based on them.
I should be fine.
Jimmy wrote me a note, so I'll get that tomorrow. I like notes. They make me smile. :)
Well, now that I have that out of my system, I'm going back to my essay.
*takes a deep breath*
I'll be fine.