Feb 13, 2007 21:18
My grandpa (my dad's dad) is back in the hopital. He's been in-and-out of there for the last few years now for various reasons like surgery or what have you. This time his hips hurt , he can't move, he's really weak, and his hands are swollen, The doctors don't know what's wrong yet and whether to be worried or not. My mom gave my dad her work number in case he needs to call her if something happens........
I don't want anything to happen! The last time I saw my grandpa (he lives in Massachusetts), he looked perfectly fine ans was cracking jokes and enjoying himself. I love him so much and I don't think I could handle him dying. When my grandma (my mom's mom) became really bad with her cancer years ago, I got really sad, too. I was too young to be depressed, but nevertheless, I love all my grandparents too much for anything like that to happen to them.
If he dies, I don't know what I would do. He lives all the way in MA and I don't think my parents would like the idea of me missing school to go to his funeral considering I need to work on my grades and stuff. But I couldn't live with myself not having gone to his funeral. I would feel like a horrible person.
That's life, I guess- right?
Plus Valentine's Day is tomorrow and I am lacking a Valentine- as always. However, I think I'm hanging out with Sami after school until I need to be back at PA around 5:00-ish. Not expecting anything to happen- we're just dateless and are spending time together.
State Conference this weekend. Should be interesting.
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