I Don't Know... I Really Don't Know
So, of course, there is school drama reaking havoc in my house... My parents have been freaking out about my grades and stuff... This morning I was late to rehearsal because my dad didn't think I would care about rehearsal since I "obviously don't care about my schoolwork". My alarm went off and I hit the SLEEP button and it never went off again. then Nulte yelled at me.
In brighter news, 100 Years of Broadway is looking good. As far as I know, "Diva's Lament", "Everyone's a Little Bit Racist", "At The Ballet", "Mein Herr", "Aquarius", "All That Jazz", and "Easy Street" should all be in the show... and I'm in all of those. I need so many costumes and quick costume changes, but ti will be so freaking awesome... Especially the fact that "Mein Herr" is a chair dance and what can i say? I love me some chair dances!
I haven't hung out with Jimmy, Meg, and Paxton lately and that saddens me. I miss doing that and I feel that we're not as close anymore. Damn ITW had to end. Too bad my life won't allow me to do ACL. Oh, well.
As for the "romantic" aspect of my life... I have a back-up date for Prom, so that's taken care of at least. It's Sami. He's been flirting with me since yesterday. We're trying to hang out next weekend and we were debating the hypothetical situation of who-would-kiss-who. It was amusing and wanted me to kiss someone even more. Not necessarily him, but I really need a guy, you know? PLUS, yesterday Josh IMed me for the first time in God knows how long. I didn't realize how much I really missed him until he started up with his usual Josh-ness... he asked how come I never come over anymore. I thought it was obvious that I wouldn't now that we're broken up, but it looks like he wants me to come over sometime within the next school week. We'll see what happens... I don't know what I want to happen. If things happen spontaneously, I might get to kiss 2 guys in the next week. I'm not counting on it, but it would be ironic, no?
Speak of the devil: Josh just came online...
I don't know... Lately I've been thinking to myself that I really want a guy and then all of a sudden two guys tell me they want to hang out with me... EX-BOYFRIENDS, nonetheless...
*le sigh*
We'll see what happens... I'm kind of curious, aren't you?
"I want to know your plans..."
In brighter news, 100 Years of Broadway is looking good. As far as I know, "Diva's Lament", "Everyone's a Little Bit Racist", "At The Ballet", "Mein Herr", "Aquarius", "All That Jazz", and "Easy Street" should all be in the show... and I'm in all of those. I need so many costumes and quick costume changes, but ti will be so freaking awesome... Especially the fact that "Mein Herr" is a chair dance and what can i say? I love me some chair dances!
I haven't hung out with Jimmy, Meg, and Paxton lately and that saddens me. I miss doing that and I feel that we're not as close anymore. Damn ITW had to end. Too bad my life won't allow me to do ACL. Oh, well.
As for the "romantic" aspect of my life... I have a back-up date for Prom, so that's taken care of at least. It's Sami. He's been flirting with me since yesterday. We're trying to hang out next weekend and we were debating the hypothetical situation of who-would-kiss-who. It was amusing and wanted me to kiss someone even more. Not necessarily him, but I really need a guy, you know? PLUS, yesterday Josh IMed me for the first time in God knows how long. I didn't realize how much I really missed him until he started up with his usual Josh-ness... he asked how come I never come over anymore. I thought it was obvious that I wouldn't now that we're broken up, but it looks like he wants me to come over sometime within the next school week. We'll see what happens... I don't know what I want to happen. If things happen spontaneously, I might get to kiss 2 guys in the next week. I'm not counting on it, but it would be ironic, no?
Speak of the devil: Josh just came online...
I don't know... Lately I've been thinking to myself that I really want a guy and then all of a sudden two guys tell me they want to hang out with me... EX-BOYFRIENDS, nonetheless...
*le sigh*
We'll see what happens... I'm kind of curious, aren't you?
"I want to know your plans..."