Sep 02, 2013 14:09
What REALLY Happened
August 31, 2013
•Ginno introduced me to a friend using the name "NIKNAK." -This started the stitch.
•Felt something odd - early morning
•Mom and the kids watched "Long Weekend"
September 1, 2013
•I had an intense negative feeling to the point that my heart thought that my guy was doing something NOT-SO-GOOD behind my back.
•I had let it pass.
•When he didn't send a reply to my 10PM message, I started listening to my latest composition.
•Before going to sleep, I checked my phone and began to wonder why there was no reply from Ginno.
•I prayed and tears just overflowed.
•Then, something from the open sent me a nightmare:
"He's NOT being TRUE to you. He's still sleeping with his ex (the mother of his kids) and they're still having sex.
Tonight, he is drunk and they'll do it again.
It's very painful but you have to face it. Then, God will rescue you.
Tomorrow, he'll tell you that he didn't know what he was doing. You'll ask him why he did that and he'll tell you, 'I WAS DRUNK! I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING!'
You'll have an emotional breakdown and your Mom will tell your Dad and your relatives and friends, 'Bakit si Nikki pa? Puwede namang ako nalang.'
Then one of the Angels would say, 'Nikki has a very special place in God's heart.' "
September 2, 2013
I woke up early this morning with a very heavy heart. I was in twilight zone and all the time, I was just staring to space (tulala).
I greeted my guy with a cold "Pasok na ako, Dada. Good morning."
I continued sending him updates until lunch time came and he finally sent me a reply. With a sigh of relief, I sent another cold reply, "Kain na."
Then, through the course of conversation, it happened. I blurted out words that I didn't really intend to say but they just went out.
Then, POOF!* Suddenly, a familiar voice woke me up and said, "Nikki! Naka data plan ka ba?" It was Tez and she was sitting beside Youwie. He said, they were already calling my name for about half a minute but I didn't seem to hear a thing.
Then, checking my phone, a sudden gush came to me. "What the??!!" I said things I didn't mean to say. Then I realized, what I was pointing out were the things I saw from my nightmare. It ate me up (I guess) which led me to think that I was possessed by the intense feeling to the point that all the while, I thought that EVERYTHING was REAL."
via ljapp