i have decided that a slightly messy apartment is more comfortable than a shiny clean one. when ryan was in alaska our apartment was SPOTLESS and stayed that way the whole week. but now that hes been home a few weeks, its starting to look more normal. i guess its easier to keep it clean when its just one person. i like it better this way though, where i look up and see evidence of someone else, ryans guitar leaning against the couch, a few of his shirts, a pair of my sisters sunglasses.
i had to pull up my nasturtiums because they were being eaten by fucking caterpillars.
i'm excited for school to start. i've had way too much of a break.
working full time and school full time, i don't know if i want to go through that again this term. i'm thinking that if i get a raise, i'll go down to 4 days. i'm due for a review soon anyways. i should be able to cover rent and food and gas and maybe have a few extra bucks. maybe.
bird is outside, i hung his cage on his hook and he's just chirping away. i love it when he's happy because it makes me happy.
we leave the jazz station on for him when we're at work so he doesn't get lonely.