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im tired, i should be going to bed and not be on the computer. i bought an easy to read translation of gilgamesh tonight and i'm excited to get in bed and read it because i'm a nerd. ryan and i had fun tonight wrestling and laughing our asses off upstairs. i love that kid. we're looking at the townhome on mt. park tomorrow. tomorrow is also 5 months for us. it seems so much longer than that. hm. its been really really nice lately, like summer. theres so much green here, its sometimes overwhelming. more than anyplace i've ever lived. i like the fact that its green year round, too. i love seeing mt. hood so pretty in the distance even when i'm running boring errands like going to the post office. ive been working really hard, going to 24 hour fitness everynight for an hour, and i'm taking a weightlifting class at PCC (which i skipped today, bad girl). im pretty sure ill look hot by summer. i start my job at macadam's bar and grill next week as a server, and i'm hostessing at the village inn on weekends. its gonna be tiring working two jobs and going to school full time but i think i can do it. my parents are going to be helping me out a lot it turns out so i feel a lot better about staying here. i dont even need to work both jobs, but i want to save up some extra money so ryan and i can do some fun things this summer and get some new stuff for our apartment. he wants to go camping at timothy lake really badly. ive never been there but ive seen pictures and its really pretty. i was hoping to be able to come to maine this summer but i'm not sure i'll have the money. ryan really wants to come with me too. i think that'd be an interesting experience, introducing him to my life in yarmouth. noooow its time to read.
