yeah i'm a fucking heartless asshole who loved your ass. i'm a fucking heartless asshole only b.c you broke my heart until there was fucking NOTHING LEFT. what the fuck do you fucking expect? i'm heartless for wanting to be your fucking friend even after how you've treated me? you've got to be either fucking blind or a fucking lunitic! you know i wanted this to end on good terms, but you have to fuck that up by being a dick b.c you're "hurt" dane if you really cared about me you wouldn't sit there and tell me to fucking die, you'd grow some fucking balls and tell me you were wrong for being an asshole last time we talked and you'd FUCKING TRY TO BE MY FRIEND AND MAYBE BE THERE FOR ME. but no you have to be a dickhead, and you know something? it makes me glad that i left you. and to think i put up with your shit for over 2 years? the question why rings through my head, dane and that's b.c i loved you and i didn't care WHO you could be as long as you were yourself. i really did think you changed, this is the side that i fucking ran from over a month ago, the side i fucking despise. what about you right now is good, in anyway? i can't cry anymore, not b.c i'm fucking heartless b.c i'm stronger. and yeah i do need to leave you alone, and it's just too bad that we couldn't have been friends b.c the person that i saw a few weeks ago was cool as shit and i really respected him. but the person i see now i can't stand to even think about. yeah i decide to delete my posts for a fucking reason bastard. i don't want anymore fucking hate in my heart, i don't want that negitive shit. and i'm not a heartless asshole if you had fucking eyes you'd see that, you just think i'm an asshole for finally wanting to make MYSELF happy and not you're sorry ass! b.c making you happy is fucking impossible dane, you wanted someone perfect and i could never be that fucking perfect. and you're never going to find perfect. and then you tell me that you wanted me to put it all on you, you know why i couldn't trust that? b.c i've tried it before. it's hard to trust the same bullshit again and now i know why you couldn't trust me. am i apologize for that, but hell, there was a reason for it all. i'm out.
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