Mar 30, 2005 17:05
yo creo el modo yo creo hacer el modo yo escribo porque yo escribo solemente las cosas yo creo.
I'm at school and I should be writing a paper. Oh well it's only extra credit that I need. I'm really worried about my online math class. I haven't done anything and I think I'm going to drop it, but I don't know when the cutoff date is. I would rather just loose two hundred dollars than lose two hundred dollars and get an F. An F would suck. I've never had an F.
We've been studying group conformity in sociology. I've been studying it on my own. I think peer groups try to keep relationships together. I dropped by to visit Rex and Mel's house last night. Rex had some cheeses and real aged-10-years basmati rice. There was a real british cheddar that was smashing, and a swiss that was definetly not neutral.
All that aside, Mel is not happy with Rachel and I breaking up. We had a fairly involved discussion about whether or not I should date Rachel when I get back from the mish. It seems that after I date someone long enough to get typecast with them, my friends almost get more attached to the relatioinship than I do. I am not innocent of this however, I think I was actually hurt when Lyndsie broke up with Johnny. The point is that I have not found a way adequate to express how neutral I am toward relationships right right now. I am leaving in August, I haven't been single in a while, and I'm lovin' it. For the first time in a long time, maybe ever I am completely okay with the future being wide open. Really, it's exhilerating and very comforting to know "I am the captain of my soul" and the breeze is blowing in the right direction.
About Rachel, I'm very happy for her. I know what she is doing for herself is courageous because I've done it for myself. I know the the breeze is blowing the right way for her too, it's just a little cold right now, but I'm happy she's taking it.
I have to go to class know, don't tell McDonald's I used their slogan. Ciao.