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Dear self... so... how's life? What are you up to nowadays? College? Something? How long has it been since you wrote this? Did you finally quit smoking? Been a jackass lately, or have you smoothed that out as well? I guess you're me, so you can't blame anyone else for sand bagging you. So what's up? Why'd you come back? Is it one of those high fidelity what-does-it-all-mean things? Or are you just trying to keep track of where you've been? If you're going through some tough times, think back and remember when Drill Sergeant Favors smoked you and the rest of A 1/79 for an hour the morning of graduation... or how you felt like your entire body was going to collapse beneath the weight of it and your ta-50/m-16 when DS Lewis fucked you up at the firing range... remember who got you through that? How's that going, by the way? HEY! Remember the first time you fired up your AFATDS in Mr. Stone's class and listening to his old war stories? Remember falling asleep in his class with your eyes open cause you woke up at 5am to immediately run 5 miles?
Just take a short walk, man... and try to remember the good things... doesn't matter what's bothering you... it only hurts when it hurts. Peace.
Just take a short walk, man... and try to remember the good things... doesn't matter what's bothering you... it only hurts when it hurts. Peace.