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I am so glad that God is the only one who gives me true joy. Joy when I have no reason to have it. It's overwhelming, His grace, mercy, love, everything. I don't deserve, but He loves me so much He gives it to me.
I have fully excepted the fact that I may be single the rest of my life, I gave that to God, and He gives me joy in even that. But if that is not to be the case, I hope I don't grow distant from the people I love. I love people, everyone God has brought into my life, for whatever reason, I love them all. I don't want that to change, my love for them, how I show them I love them. I want to stay me. The only thing I want to change is my relationship with Christ, to grow in that. I pray to God that my love for others and how it is showed doesn't change for the worse.
This was quite the random entry. But It's what I've just thought about recently. Plus, it's been forever since I updated...
I have fully excepted the fact that I may be single the rest of my life, I gave that to God, and He gives me joy in even that. But if that is not to be the case, I hope I don't grow distant from the people I love. I love people, everyone God has brought into my life, for whatever reason, I love them all. I don't want that to change, my love for them, how I show them I love them. I want to stay me. The only thing I want to change is my relationship with Christ, to grow in that. I pray to God that my love for others and how it is showed doesn't change for the worse.
This was quite the random entry. But It's what I've just thought about recently. Plus, it's been forever since I updated...