Dec 01, 2006 23:02
i feel so detatched and empty...apart from the fact that i am very much so in love..i couldnt be happier about casey, really. but...i miss my friends. alot changes when your best friends leave the state...
all i want is to pick chelsea up when i go get gas. or to spend the night at BLE with jenna when we have no where to go. i miss these girls so much NO one can ever replace them. ever. even if i wanted a new best friend, no one could ever fill their shoes. i've been looking at old pictures and doing alot of painting and making things lately bc it reminds me of my best friends. i have no one to give these things to...i wish they were here so bad.