Women Suck!
Don't feel like writing much...K and I are over...why is it that I let the good ones go and continue to fall for the ones who treat me like dirt? I'm completely depressed right now, and I can't afford to be because I need to keep losing weight. Oh well...at least I have my head on my shoulders and know that I am an amazing gf again...even if some people can't appreciate it. And why is it that the people that do seem vaguely interested in me have kids? And now Carla is gone...she's so immersed in this Kim chick that she doesn't even come up for air anymore...and I pushed her away for what? I mean, DAMN, at least she fucking cared! She and Lauren both loved me in spite of myself and stupid me just couldn't see it...they saw the real me at a time when even I couldn't see me anymore. To think that a year ago at this time I had two women who loved and adored me more than anything in the world, and now I'm alone again...Down to One!