It`s MY journal & you should feel privilledged to see what I REALLY feel.
I`m thinking that...my mom is a dirty whore & that she knew Tim before daddy died & that she was cheating on daddy with Tim because..
why else wouldnt we have moved back home? We ONLY moved down here for Daddy`s job so....why wouldn`t we have moved back to Iowa where all our family is?
Because of Tim. That must be why he moved in here so fast. Seriously, she was with my dad for 19 years..& found Tim that fast...I dont even think she really loves him.
This just gives me even more reason to hate Tim.
Why don`t I just get the courage to just kill him off?
Today he yelled at the dog like he was going to kill him.
Dad use to do that...I use to have nightmare that he did kill him.
Mom can do better. That slut is pretty enough to get a nice guy.
I need to get out of here. I need a job so I can have the money to get the hell out of here so I can FINALLY live my life. When I get married, when I have kids, when I get a house, When I find happiness, she will not know. As soon as I can, I`m cutting them out of my life forever.
why else wouldnt we have moved back home? We ONLY moved down here for Daddy`s job so....why wouldn`t we have moved back to Iowa where all our family is?
Because of Tim. That must be why he moved in here so fast. Seriously, she was with my dad for 19 years..& found Tim that fast...I dont even think she really loves him.
This just gives me even more reason to hate Tim.
Why don`t I just get the courage to just kill him off?
Today he yelled at the dog like he was going to kill him.
Dad use to do that...I use to have nightmare that he did kill him.
Mom can do better. That slut is pretty enough to get a nice guy.
I need to get out of here. I need a job so I can have the money to get the hell out of here so I can FINALLY live my life. When I get married, when I have kids, when I get a house, When I find happiness, she will not know. As soon as I can, I`m cutting them out of my life forever.