I broke into your house last night and left a note at your bedside...
out of my myspace, facebook, deviant art, etc...this is probably the least read thing, but the only thing out of all of those that i would NEVER get rid of.
this is one of the best summers i've had. the best since the summer i met scott and matt, when autumn and i were unseperable.
i'm not out everyday with new people or out that much to begin with, but i'm really digging this summer. well, last summer was great too because i was with the mob and all but it was a closing to a chapter in our lives, so it felt a bit depressing.
i do see my two best girl friends a lot less than i like. but i do like my summer class and i like walking and i like this summer. it in no way compares to any others but it is good. way better than when i was about to be a senior in high school. that was an odd summer.
i don't know if i'm even making sense anymore. but this summer has given me a lot of room to grow, breathe, think, and develop myself. i like myself this summer and i like what i'm seeing in the future and i'm super excited about manymanymany things.
i'm really looking forward to this upcoming semester. i'm excited for scott (and nervous as hell) that he's going to UNT this upcoming semester. it'll be new and maybe it'll make us closer. i'm going to look at all of this neutral and not have any expectations. i don't like to disappoint myself if i get excited and it doesn't turn out the way i wanted/thought. and i LOVE things being waywayway better than i predicted.
i guess i'm just really liking who i'm becoming. i'm progressing and i'm figuring out the things i should and shouldn't be doing.
this is one of the best summers i've had. the best since the summer i met scott and matt, when autumn and i were unseperable.
i'm not out everyday with new people or out that much to begin with, but i'm really digging this summer. well, last summer was great too because i was with the mob and all but it was a closing to a chapter in our lives, so it felt a bit depressing.
i do see my two best girl friends a lot less than i like. but i do like my summer class and i like walking and i like this summer. it in no way compares to any others but it is good. way better than when i was about to be a senior in high school. that was an odd summer.
i don't know if i'm even making sense anymore. but this summer has given me a lot of room to grow, breathe, think, and develop myself. i like myself this summer and i like what i'm seeing in the future and i'm super excited about manymanymany things.
i'm really looking forward to this upcoming semester. i'm excited for scott (and nervous as hell) that he's going to UNT this upcoming semester. it'll be new and maybe it'll make us closer. i'm going to look at all of this neutral and not have any expectations. i don't like to disappoint myself if i get excited and it doesn't turn out the way i wanted/thought. and i LOVE things being waywayway better than i predicted.
i guess i'm just really liking who i'm becoming. i'm progressing and i'm figuring out the things i should and shouldn't be doing.