GAY.
Today was verrry fun. Urbis which is usually a pile of shit was all sunny & nice - apart from a few fights with the same girls. I got verry pissed off cider and then red bull&vodka. I thne proceeded to get my shoes wet in the fountain at urbis. Spent alot of the day with Lizzy as she was drunk also *giggles* and I put philip james's verry sexy shoes up a tree. & as i havn't updated in tiime - philip is my boyfriend. Or...was. But yesyes today was verry fun & I had a lovely time even though my skirt blew up all day.
I cant be arsed explaining the whole day. I made a huge tit out of myself for a few hours with mt drunkenness.
& then there was the whole phil/pikey thing. Pikey found out me&philipjames were fucking. Pikey told me he wanted to hit phil. Phil found out. I had some hugfe talk with Pikey which ended up in him crying & me crying. & then me telling him that he'd never know how sorry I was for doing this to him. Pikey made the effort with phil and was trying to be mates with him. Phil didn't make any effort at first. & when I asked why he accused me of siding with Pikey. This argument carried on until we got to brooklands met station, where he started yelling at me and telling me how much of a bitch I basically was to pull pikey and then go out with him (phil) instead of pikey. & then he got even angrier and in the end he told me to fuck off and shouted 'it's over. It;s FUCKING OVER.' & walked off. Leaving me sat there with a huge crowd of people on the other side of the met station staring at me like 'what the fuckkk'.
& it was fucking humiliating. What was more humilating was that I had to walk past them all without bursting into tears. Which was unbelivably fucking hard.
GAY.
But then when I got on here he was telling my how it was a mistake and how he cant live without me and he wants to die & shit. & I love him so much & I cant not get back with him 'cos I feel all..empty and shit without him.
I never really thought that I'd get like this over a guy.
Roger me.
I cant be arsed explaining the whole day. I made a huge tit out of myself for a few hours with mt drunkenness.
& then there was the whole phil/pikey thing. Pikey found out me&philipjames were fucking. Pikey told me he wanted to hit phil. Phil found out. I had some hugfe talk with Pikey which ended up in him crying & me crying. & then me telling him that he'd never know how sorry I was for doing this to him. Pikey made the effort with phil and was trying to be mates with him. Phil didn't make any effort at first. & when I asked why he accused me of siding with Pikey. This argument carried on until we got to brooklands met station, where he started yelling at me and telling me how much of a bitch I basically was to pull pikey and then go out with him (phil) instead of pikey. & then he got even angrier and in the end he told me to fuck off and shouted 'it's over. It;s FUCKING OVER.' & walked off. Leaving me sat there with a huge crowd of people on the other side of the met station staring at me like 'what the fuckkk'.
& it was fucking humiliating. What was more humilating was that I had to walk past them all without bursting into tears. Which was unbelivably fucking hard.
GAY.
But then when I got on here he was telling my how it was a mistake and how he cant live without me and he wants to die & shit. & I love him so much & I cant not get back with him 'cos I feel all..empty and shit without him.
I never really thought that I'd get like this over a guy.
Roger me.