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[mymomisbetter]

I hate packing. Well not packing because I am not doing that but I mean cleaning and getting stressed out. I hate feeling this way. Like I want to say sorry to all the people I have ever hurt or who has hurt me. And for what just so I can feel better about everything. Umm no. Sorry. I am tired of people getting mad at me because I have "changed". Uhh Sorry I am not your exact twin. Sorry I have fun with Michelle. It's not that I never had fun with any of you, I just felt more happy when I was with Michelle. I never once said one bad thing about you guys. I am sure hurtful things were thrown around, but that was by all of us. Not just me. So why should I feel bad or be the one who gets punished. Not that I am actually being punished. It just hurts me when people say I have changed for the worst when in all reality I haven't. I am the same old Amber. I still am odd. At least I think I am.
I don't know. Maybe I have changed, but however I did, I am glad because for once I am drama free.