A random rant
The lack of sleep is making me crazy. Here is my random sleep deprived rant:
All i have to do is hold it together for a few more days. I just want to spend the whole weekend by myself. A lot of people hate being alone, but I love it. I desperately need large amount of alone time every week.
People often ask me how i can study so well while listening to music. the truth is that when you live by yourself, it's kind of weird for the room to be silent all the time. So you put on music. And then you get used to it. And then you're addicted to having music play in the background no matter what you're doing. I can't do work (whether it's designing a page or doing econ problems) without listening to music. I can't put on my make up and do my hair without pulling up itunes.
So all I want to do this weekend is to sleep, go to the gym, have a girl's night with all my favorite friends that i haven't seen in ages, and listen to A LOT of music. Especially HelloGoodbye. And I want to read a ton of harry potter. And I want to do my laundry.
It doesn't sound like an interesting weekend, but i'm actually quite excited. It sounds divine after 2 weeks and one weekend of constantly talking to people and being talked at. I'm so tired of having someone call my name right after I sit down. I'm sick of walking into the office and having 3 different sections throw their pages in my face and say, "fix them!" I'm tired of Michael telling me to apply for managing editor for next year. I won't do it b/c I'm taking 18 credits, and I really need to do well in all of those classes. I want to have a life next year, and the ithacan is not going to stop me.
My GPA is important to me and I'm not willing to compromise it for the paper. I want to do well and there's nothing wrong with that. i hate when people say that they don't regret not having a higher GPA. It matters to me that I do well. I take hard classes because I want to learn about things that are bigger than me, more important than me. I want to grow as a person, as a intellectual.
So I got really off topic, but basiclly, I'm sick of people and really want to spend one great night w/ my girlfriends, and then for the rest of the weekend, I want NO OUTSIDE CONTACT. NONE. AT ALL.
All i have to do is hold it together for a few more days. I just want to spend the whole weekend by myself. A lot of people hate being alone, but I love it. I desperately need large amount of alone time every week.
People often ask me how i can study so well while listening to music. the truth is that when you live by yourself, it's kind of weird for the room to be silent all the time. So you put on music. And then you get used to it. And then you're addicted to having music play in the background no matter what you're doing. I can't do work (whether it's designing a page or doing econ problems) without listening to music. I can't put on my make up and do my hair without pulling up itunes.
So all I want to do this weekend is to sleep, go to the gym, have a girl's night with all my favorite friends that i haven't seen in ages, and listen to A LOT of music. Especially HelloGoodbye. And I want to read a ton of harry potter. And I want to do my laundry.
It doesn't sound like an interesting weekend, but i'm actually quite excited. It sounds divine after 2 weeks and one weekend of constantly talking to people and being talked at. I'm so tired of having someone call my name right after I sit down. I'm sick of walking into the office and having 3 different sections throw their pages in my face and say, "fix them!" I'm tired of Michael telling me to apply for managing editor for next year. I won't do it b/c I'm taking 18 credits, and I really need to do well in all of those classes. I want to have a life next year, and the ithacan is not going to stop me.
My GPA is important to me and I'm not willing to compromise it for the paper. I want to do well and there's nothing wrong with that. i hate when people say that they don't regret not having a higher GPA. It matters to me that I do well. I take hard classes because I want to learn about things that are bigger than me, more important than me. I want to grow as a person, as a intellectual.
So I got really off topic, but basiclly, I'm sick of people and really want to spend one great night w/ my girlfriends, and then for the rest of the weekend, I want NO OUTSIDE CONTACT. NONE. AT ALL.