May 16, 2006 13:01
One week has passed.
It still feels like yesterday.
I miss her so much... I keep looking at pictures of her, and I try so hard not to forget how she used to smell.
It may sound stupid, but I loved her smell... Especially her ears, the paws and her nose.
I hope I never forget it.
But her paws turned cold.
And the ears turned pale.
And there was no life in her eyes.
God, I miss her.
If only I could hold her in my arms again.
Or have her sleeping next to me.
I've lost animals before.
But losing Bessie is the worst thing I've ever had to go through.
May 9th was the worst day of my entire life.
I just hope she's happy where she is now.
And I know I'll see her again.
And when I do, I'll never leave her side.
I love you Bessie.
Other than that, I'm sick again.
Yeah.. it sucks.
And it always happens when I absolutely don't have the time to be home from work.
Stupid.
My brother's birthday is coming up.
I have no idea what to give him.
But I guess I'll bake a cake.
Well... that's about it.
bessie