Apr 10, 2006 20:52
Ok, so it has come to this.
I have to give up my darling dog, my wonderful Bessie.
God.. I just can't seem to stop crying.
I don't know what to do.
I can't put her to sleep.
There's nothing wrong with her.
Although it's not likely that someone else will want to take her.
She is a VERY high-maintenance dog.
I fucking hate myself for doing this.
I hate myself for failing.
I hate everyone who can't understand how hard we've all tried.
I don't know if I can do this.
WHY THE FUCK DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN NOW?!
SO NOT ONLY DO I LOSE MY FAMILY, I HAVE TO LOSE MY DOG TOO?
WASN'T IT ENOUGH ALREADY?
DAMNIT, SHE IS ALL I HAVE LEFT, AND NOW THEY TAKE HER AWAY FROM ME.
TACK SÅ JÄVLA MYCKET, VERKLIGEN.
bessie,
family