This is MY life!
I just got done watching big love and I must say I love their life and the way they dont let anyone mess with their marriage. They are happy. They are in love. They are a family. Sure its not something I want for myself, being in a marriage with 2 other women but I know what its like and how it feels to have your family look down upon you for choices you have made in your personal love life. How they can disown you for the path you have taken and the person you have chosen to be yours forever. Sure I have never been disowned nor do I expect to in my future. I have people giving me their advice and I have people looking in from the outside assuming they are right and know whats best for me, or whats best for him.
They way I write things makes it sound like I'm foolish. I know people in my life may read my entries and think "Stupid girl".
This is for me to let the world know and anyone else who has kept their attention on this entry up until now that I LOVE TYLER. I am in love with this man more than I have ever loved another human being. Tyler and I fit and yes there are moments that are hard and yes our past is something I am ashamed to have lived as his girlfriend but in the end of the mess I will always love him. My heart will always belong to Tyler and no one can ever take that away. During our relationship we have overcome so many obstacles and serious trials if you will. I have really come to trust and love Tyler will all that I am. He is my support and my strength when I have none left. He is my life line.
This morning we woke up and when I rolled over and looked at him I knew that I could spend the rest of my life waking up next to him. He rolled himself into me and laid his head on my stomach. His big brown eyes looked up at me and he said, "I want to marry you one day." Those words echo in my head. Sure he has said things like that before but for some reason this morning it touched my heart and is now moving me to tears. I am taking Tyler to Kentucky in Sept. to meet my HUGE BIG FAT FAMILY at my cousins wedding. This will be the first time I have EVER taken a guy home to meet the Nalley's. THIS is a VERY big deal. My Aunt has already said how excited she is to be able to meet a guy that I may marry one day. I'm so honored to introduce Tyler Bryson to the family I will never stop loving!
They way I write things makes it sound like I'm foolish. I know people in my life may read my entries and think "Stupid girl".
This is for me to let the world know and anyone else who has kept their attention on this entry up until now that I LOVE TYLER. I am in love with this man more than I have ever loved another human being. Tyler and I fit and yes there are moments that are hard and yes our past is something I am ashamed to have lived as his girlfriend but in the end of the mess I will always love him. My heart will always belong to Tyler and no one can ever take that away. During our relationship we have overcome so many obstacles and serious trials if you will. I have really come to trust and love Tyler will all that I am. He is my support and my strength when I have none left. He is my life line.
This morning we woke up and when I rolled over and looked at him I knew that I could spend the rest of my life waking up next to him. He rolled himself into me and laid his head on my stomach. His big brown eyes looked up at me and he said, "I want to marry you one day." Those words echo in my head. Sure he has said things like that before but for some reason this morning it touched my heart and is now moving me to tears. I am taking Tyler to Kentucky in Sept. to meet my HUGE BIG FAT FAMILY at my cousins wedding. This will be the first time I have EVER taken a guy home to meet the Nalley's. THIS is a VERY big deal. My Aunt has already said how excited she is to be able to meet a guy that I may marry one day. I'm so honored to introduce Tyler Bryson to the family I will never stop loving!