Sep 29, 2005 22:50
i think i only ever feel like writing in this thing for about 15 seconds, and by the time it comes about to actually start typing i stop caring. like i have some great wisdom to bestow upon my friends, and then in the end i could care less. well... maybe i dont completely stop caring... but definitely not the the level that initiated the post. i guess that is life.
tonight i ordered chinese food from ho lee chow. it took 1h45min to arrive, by which point i was already eating a bowl of cereal. i told them to take the food back because i was not goign to eat it, and they gave it to me for free... and i am so glad that it ended up being free because it was the crappiest tasting chinese food i have had in a very long time. i guess it was becasue of the facct that it was in transit for probably an hour and got all gross inside its little container, but it was nasty nonetheless. i kinda feel sick from it still. i need to get my fill of some good chinese now, however, to fix my poor experience. either the 4.98 or lin garden is in order. i will probably go with lin as it is only 45 min away as opposed to the 12 hour drive that would bring me to the glory of east buffet.
i am still on my job hunt, which has been going on for some time now, but i am at least near the end of one possible job. i have had my interview, i have been given an offer, and i have countered the offer. so now i sit and wait to see what they say. i really would enjoy this job, but i do need to be able to live... so it is in their hands now... or shall i say it is in God's hands. if this does not work out i think i will get a job landscaping until i can work out something more real... at least something that will give me some experience and whatnot for the resume.
paragraph 4 will be covering... i dont know... how i am kinda getting sick of not having a job and being a bumm. and also will cover how i have become pretty confident in the fact that i will not live at home with the parents when they move back to canada. it may also touch on the fact that i just paid $780 canadian to fix crap on my car... but luckily a lot of that will be covered with an additional warranty that was purchased along with the car. lastly it will inform you all that i am tired and no longer want to write into this thing.
kyle.
*ok, so everything after this line was added after the post... i guess i started caring about something.
sometimes i hate having expectations of other people simply because when they do no meet those expectations i get annoyed... but maybe annoyed is not the word. i think more than anything i get upset or sad or something. i don't like seeing someone fail to live to their potential. and i know that maybe i am not the one who can judge a persons potential, but sometimes you just know that people have so much more that they could be experiencing... and you hope they reach that and expect them to reach that, but when they don't it hits you. thats all.