champagne wishes and caviar dreams
Fucking Shiz Niz bunnies. I havent updated this for a swift minute.. Well, its not like anyone reads it anypiss. SOOO how are you today. The gc concert is tomorrow. i know what like a million of you are thinking.. ICK WHAT POSERS.. but hey! they used to make the coolest music, and i hope maybe someday they will open back up and be all emo punk like they used to be.. BUT HEY !!!
I've been trying to get ahold of theresa for like 7907832487 hours now.. she simply will not get off the phone, its like beep beep. BUSY BITCH..
Pat did my make-up today. I looked like a marylin manson fan. lol. it was okay i guess, but totally not me> that and it was a beotch taking it off. I so totally have to like, put my hair up tomorrow. HAH
I dont understand people from bellvue, no offense but like, i dont think ive ever vented my actual emotion to anyone on this godforsaken planet. ANYONE.. i could be dying and its just like, man whatever. People there,and everywhere are always like, woe is me.. not everyone, just some. ATTENTION WHORES.. like theyll 'cut' themselves with safety pins and be all like.. oo look at me i have 'issues' i need to go to a therapist b/c im insane. Pardon my saying, but i thought bieng insane was a bad thing. If anything you should strive not to be. If people knew what it was like to be insane for one secound, they would cry and beg to be let back into their usual self. okay done bitchin about the sympathy whores. *its okay to bitch sometimes.. but not ALL THE FUCKING TIME!*
I got a fucking D in psycology. the class i fought for!! probably cause i didnt even try on that paper shit, but really how much can you write about deception in psycology? and two papers at that.
Jess was found out again from her parents! i wonder how the fuck they found out now?>.< they were a nice couple too. but hey, life's a bitch then you die. wait what was i about to say...?
BLAH!! YOUR AN ASSHOLE< YOUR AN ASSHOLE< YOUR AN ASSHOLE YOUR AN ASSHOLE YOU MAKE ME SICK!
-okay this dude is like signing on and off and on and off.. AHH
-okay well im out.. have a good one.
SUMM FORTYY UNN
What happened to you
You played the victim for so long now in this game
What I thought was true
Is made of fiction and I'm following the same
But if I try to make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
Now I'm in over my head
for something I said
Completely misread
I'm better off dead
And now I can see
I think it could be
This hypocrisy is beginning to get to me
It's none of my concern
What is luck to me I don't believe in fame
I guess you never heard
I bet the makers they don't even know your name
But if I had to say goodbye to leave this hell
I think my time has served me well
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
This came all before
Those who suffer more
I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare
What's with my disgrace
I lost the human race
No one left for this to blow up in you face
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces
Over my head
Better off dead
Over my head
Better off dead
ALRIGHT!
I've been trying to get ahold of theresa for like 7907832487 hours now.. she simply will not get off the phone, its like beep beep. BUSY BITCH..
Pat did my make-up today. I looked like a marylin manson fan. lol. it was okay i guess, but totally not me> that and it was a beotch taking it off. I so totally have to like, put my hair up tomorrow. HAH
I dont understand people from bellvue, no offense but like, i dont think ive ever vented my actual emotion to anyone on this godforsaken planet. ANYONE.. i could be dying and its just like, man whatever. People there,and everywhere are always like, woe is me.. not everyone, just some. ATTENTION WHORES.. like theyll 'cut' themselves with safety pins and be all like.. oo look at me i have 'issues' i need to go to a therapist b/c im insane. Pardon my saying, but i thought bieng insane was a bad thing. If anything you should strive not to be. If people knew what it was like to be insane for one secound, they would cry and beg to be let back into their usual self. okay done bitchin about the sympathy whores. *its okay to bitch sometimes.. but not ALL THE FUCKING TIME!*
I got a fucking D in psycology. the class i fought for!! probably cause i didnt even try on that paper shit, but really how much can you write about deception in psycology? and two papers at that.
Jess was found out again from her parents! i wonder how the fuck they found out now?>.< they were a nice couple too. but hey, life's a bitch then you die. wait what was i about to say...?
BLAH!! YOUR AN ASSHOLE< YOUR AN ASSHOLE< YOUR AN ASSHOLE YOUR AN ASSHOLE YOU MAKE ME SICK!
-okay this dude is like signing on and off and on and off.. AHH
-okay well im out.. have a good one.
SUMM FORTYY UNN
What happened to you
You played the victim for so long now in this game
What I thought was true
Is made of fiction and I'm following the same
But if I try to make sense of this mess I'm in
I'm not sure where I should begin
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
Now I'm in over my head
for something I said
Completely misread
I'm better off dead
And now I can see
I think it could be
This hypocrisy is beginning to get to me
It's none of my concern
What is luck to me I don't believe in fame
I guess you never heard
I bet the makers they don't even know your name
But if I had to say goodbye to leave this hell
I think my time has served me well
I'm fallin'
I'm fallin'
This came all before
Those who suffer more
I'm too awake for this to be a nightmare
What's with my disgrace
I lost the human race
No one left for this to blow up in you face
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces
Who said it was so easy to put back all of these pieces
Over my head
Better off dead
Over my head
Better off dead
ALRIGHT!