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I am in a shit mood. Work was fine, it was actually really good... very smooth and everyone was happy, had a table request me.. very nice. but then I checked my phone. Honestly... what is with guys I know and leaving me messages that are 2 minutes long trying to cover their ass?? Why do they think that they can call my number and get up on their little soap box. I don't think I have ever done that. So lame. I attract lame guys. And they suck and suck and suck until I can't even deal with it anymore. I feel drained. If I could meet someone who was even CLOSE to my level I would be happy. Alex made more money than I did... but I always felt like I worked harder. sigh. Its not even about money. Its about maturity. When someone (daniel) leaves a message like the one he did, without any communication going on from my side about what I know.... it's ridiculous. He flew off the handle. Also, I attract guys with out of control tempers. Babies, almost. What's going on here. Something isn't right.