Nov 12, 2007 14:22
dude. i woke up this morning-worried. so worried that leann saw it on my face while i ate the birthday breakfast she made me.
why am i worried?
wedding is soon and only 20 something rsvp's came back from 100!
i dont have the time to convince myself that in order to do what i want to do-teach at a university i may have to sell out and succumb to standardized testing.
i dont have the money to retake the gre anytime soon so if i dont get into nyu i will be waiting another whole year.
my personal life is great but my professional life is TRULY in the shitter.
and that worries me